Worst nightmare

I woke up early in the morning and realize it's still 4 o'clock, too early to get up. When everything seems to be alright, my heart didn't said so, i had a bad feeling. There's something wrong, i don't know what's that, but sooner or later it'll come. yes, it will. i did my daily routine normally and everythings fine, like what i wanted. One day, when i woke up like the day before, when i'm feeling happier than before. i heard that... those worst nightmare i never want to hear. it become scarier when i knew it by my friend. it's like electriced by an eel. shocked. shocked. like u lose ur bones, ur mind, ur heart, and u don't know what to do. ur lost. he broke his promise. he told that to everyone, and said to my best friend. how could i forgot that? u doing the same thing to other girl, like i did it to u when u bday. guys, could u imagine how it feels? well, my feelings right, eventough ur don't being a new couple like i always thinking before. but it hurt me so much u know? but i won't crying over you because if i do that, later i'll realize, how fool i'm crying for a boy like you. what a shame.